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"Great love is wild and passionate and dangerous. It burns and consumes."

'love now while there still time'

There's a quote from this show that made me think about love, relationships and such. It goes, 'Great love is wild and passionate and dangerous. It burns and consumes.' It made me think that if love is pain, why do we try? If there's no pain or hate, will we know what love is? And why is great love hurt us the most? I think if you love someone, it shouldn't hurt. We hate what hurt us and if love hurts, do we hate love or we love hate? 


I hope I never become bitter over lost love. In some sense, I know that in every relationship, you have to go your separate ways. But if you go your separate ways on the theory of "If it's meant to be, it'll come back to you," does it mean you're giving up? I mean if you love something, you have to fight for it. And if you fail on fighting for it, at least you tried. If you succeed in fighting for something, at least you know you fought hard to keep what you love and you earned it. 


I feel like I'm guarded because I don't want to get hurt cause I know I will, yet try to enjoy what I have before it ends. But am I really enjoying it if I'm not fully embracing it?  Theres another quote that I found along a bridge in New Hope stating, "Love now while there's still time." But is there really time?


I'm a movie junkie. The Crow is one of my all time favorite. It's about a man who died after he witness his girlfriend/ fiancée raped and murdered. He comes back from the grave after an anniversary of their death and seek revenge after his death. The quote states, "Real love lives forever." 


So my thoughts are: is real love and great love different or the same? 

Televisions Shows

So, I'm a huge fan of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I think Joss Whedon is a genius. He should have his own TV network so the shows I like would stop getting cancelled. Maybe I should have my own TV station so I could choose what I want on or off the air. Maybe the shows that I like that's getting cancelled is a sign saying that I like stupid shit that no one else watches. Well, at least I have Buffy running from the law and steals her manipulative twin sister's identity. Oh wait, Ringer got cancelled? Right Cancelled. Go figured. 

Kittie the Dog

Kittie the Dog

This is my dog, Kittie. I named her Kittie. I wanted to go,"Here, Kittie Kittie," and a Dog shows up.  The other day, I picked her up from the vet for a check up and there were people behind me overheard me saying, "I'm here to pick up Kittie." As the receptionist walked my dog over to me, the people behind me went, "Yo, thats a dog." That made my day.
I like to acknowledge that I am weird and Kittie is a dog who is snores loud for a small maltese. I love my dog.

Bad Promoters?

Twitter. What can I say about twitter? There are spammers, promoters and attention whores. I am an attention whore to a certain degree. I get spams. There was one particular promoter for a rapper or dj. Not my cup of tea, and I may or may not have responded kindly to his tweet. However, that is not my case I wanted to make.

As a promoter for an inspire artist, this promoter responded not so professionally. As a promoter and/or artist, not everyone will respond well to art work. I am pretty sure that stating that my mommy and daddy want a boy as oppose to a "retard" with "small mind" as my "chinky eyes" and I look like the bitch from the Grudge won't help with good PR. I think my eyes are pretty big considering I've been told that and I think the bitch from the Grudge is pretty hot.

I'm sure the artist is pretty talented and I prob. responded badly out of annoyance but hey, I was just helping the promoter to gain thicker skin.

Plz d0nt typez st00pid

Today, kids do not know how to write in script or write properly. Granted that I misspell words and have bad grammars, but at least it's coherent enough to understand. During the summer, I've witness kids driving around, beeping their horns and screaming in excitement that they graduated. Props for them for getting out and being in the real world without knowing how to spell "congratulation to the class of 2010." I fear for my future. I am in my 20's and I fear for the future considering the economy and other factors.

Sincerely,
Asian